Okay, so I haven't done very well at the blog thing. I'm not doing very well with the eating thing, either, honestly. I'm doing better, I really am. I'm more aware of everything I eat. But sometimes, I still just eat it anyway. I feel like I just need to totally change the way I think about food. But I don't know how. I eat when I'm bored, I eat when I'm happy, sad, mad, tired, hyper. Just about anything. I eat because I like chewing. I eat because I like the taste of things. It's getting annoying. I want to be able to eat. So, I need to exercise more. But I have the HARDEST TIME finding the time! And I'm scared because I'm SO out of shape this time that it's hard to get started. But I have to. I want to set some goals. My 3rd anniversary is in 6 months exactly and I want to be down a certain amount. I haven't decided how much, but I definitely want to make it a serious goal. I want to be healthier. Because, I know if I'm healthier, I will be happier. The end. I love me, however I am, still. I'm working on that, too. ;)

Hi everyone! Or, just me! I am so fed up with how I feel about myself! I look at my girlfriends who have had babies and they look great and I've decided that I deserve to look like that, but I have also decided that I CANNOT do it on my own. So I'm enlisting the help of everyone with in the realms of the world wide web to come to my aid! I'm hoping this blog will help me be more aware of the things I am doing to my body and help me control myself a lot better. So, I am going to be embarrassingly honest on here, in hopes that I will be better so that I don't have to embarrass myself too badly. Wish me luck!
Jenn