Hello. So it's been several months since my last post. Bummer dude! But the great news is that I have actually LOST some weight in those months! I fluctuate between 32 and 35 lbs. Random, I know, but it's the truth! I want to lose another 35 ish by the end of this year. I know I can do it! I feel so much better about myself with what I have lost so far. I feel sexier, prettier and much cuter in my clothes than I used to! Woot woot! In fact, my pants that I couldn't squeeze into last year, now are TOO BIG for me! Yay! So, now my next goal is saving up money to buy a new wardrobe! And swimming suit! I can't wait! Anyway, wish me luck!!

Jenn

Okay, so I haven't done very well at the blog thing. I'm not doing very well with the eating thing, either, honestly. I'm doing better, I really am. I'm more aware of everything I eat. But sometimes, I still just eat it anyway. I feel like I just need to totally change the way I think about food. But I don't know how. I eat when I'm bored, I eat when I'm happy, sad, mad, tired, hyper. Just about anything. I eat because I like chewing. I eat because I like the taste of things. It's getting annoying. I want to be able to eat. So, I need to exercise more. But I have the HARDEST TIME finding the time! And I'm scared because I'm SO out of shape this time that it's hard to get started. But I have to. I want to set some goals. My 3rd anniversary is in 6 months exactly and I want to be down a certain amount. I haven't decided how much, but I definitely want to make it a serious goal. I want to be healthier. Because, I know if I'm healthier, I will be happier. The end. I love me, however I am, still. I'm working on that, too. ;)

Hi everyone! Or, just me! I am so fed up with how I feel about myself! I look at my girlfriends who have had babies and they look great and I've decided that I deserve to look like that, but I have also decided that I CANNOT do it on my own. So I'm enlisting the help of everyone with in the realms of the world wide web to come to my aid! I'm hoping this blog will help me be more aware of the things I am doing to my body and help me control myself a lot better. So, I am going to be embarrassingly honest on here, in hopes that I will be better so that I don't have to embarrass myself too badly. Wish me luck!
Jenn